Sunday, November 2, 2008

Dramatic... Dramatic!!

I had a restless night.. last night..

I have a friend, who is young and energetic..
who has a loving family with an understanding hubby and a lovely son..
but she doesn't know what she really wants.. in life..
the common line she uses is - 'you made me confused!'

I - in fact live in a totally opposite side of the world..
I am a goals driven person, I laugh when I am happy, I curse and scream when I am angry, I cry and I cry it all out when I am sad.. I am just being who I am, I know who I really am and what I really want..

But her, on the other hand..
Does things without directions, she laughs whenever she feels like laughing, scream and swear whenever she feels like it, dunno what is the true meaning of crying.. She doesn't know what she wants, who she really is.. and even confused about her current life.. don even mention about the future.. to her, there is no such things as planning and future..

I spend most of my time listening to her, patiently..
helping her to continue 'walking' straight and ahead..
always be there when she needs a friend..

But it seems/sounds like my problem when I treat my friend TOO nice..
yes. my best fren has warned me on that before.. she thinks that I am over friendly.. and that might cause trouble.
but that's me..
love hanging out with friends, living for good food.. annoyed by small little things..

sigh.. isn't that what we called 'life'?!
now I even need to be extra careful when making a female friend..

Why am I not surprise?!

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